nothing that i want, money can buy. i can get fucking loaded any time i want, and it doesn’t cost me a bean. if life just revolved around productivity and the accumulation of wealth, i would probably be pretty fucking depressed. likewise, i’ve never let that spoil my weekend
if you look at it from my perspective, i’ve done the equivalent of ruined someone else’s by not joining in
not even that, they’ve ruined their own practically. one could argue that they wouldn’t know something was missing. i sincerely doubt that though, because they would probably be feeling a bit left out
i don’t look for ways to blame myself because if it were up to me, there wouldn’t be anything that can be ruined … [almost] – because i’m the sort of person who comes out with crazy concepts like it wouldn’t be over yet, and i want to stay like that all week
that can be exhausting for some people.
i used to think the worst thing ever was not knowing what you want. but that was wrong. i know what i want and it’s fucking everywhere, and the things i need i’ve already got them. pop! instantly i can be anything – should it become important that i am – nothing to wait for, ridiculously overqualified for any position you would like to put me in 😉 all my problems will disappear like it’s magic, it’ll be tragic
knowing my worth might be convenient but it’s shit. one person can reset the fucking world, and i would make sure they were fucking glad they did. some people deserve to throw themselves a real life game changer, but they don’t know they’re even packin’ one … and all i am is surrounded by the brain dead buttered bread
come on let’s fuck off into the darkness and fly through the night. let’s rat this maze out, categorical delight. not a care or doubt of one’s self in sight
am i missing the point or what? fucking everywhere, but not just anywhere! that would be far too simple. there’s more to it than that for me, feelings and such
to all the kindred spirits i’m surrounded by, in case you think you’ve reached that level no one else knows i have – at some point this weekend. one thing i will admit is this: if you’re really on that level, you reached it a fucking long time ago and i have this message for you:
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