westid

link: https://open.spotify.com/track/3qhLTNphwAepIyHJF9ZMv0

cheapskate rink: https://youtu.be/3z9p6BDMnMI

someone came and listened to me all night. i wish they could just knock on so i can listen to them. not for a zero sum game, i could just do with someone to listen to right now – why not someone who made it so there’s still someone to listen

late evening story: once upon a time a man – riddled with cocaethyline induced erectile dysfunction and reduced to trying to find something that upsets me … every single night … just me for some reason – was trying one of his “anything he can” ideas, so i went outside and fucked about with a sweeping brush, a disgruntled expression on my face

three years later, the same guy remained unaware of the fact that laser pointers … particularly the shit ones that are more of a keyring than anythign else … are invisible to an infra-red camera. to this day, an easy to understand / basic gcse physics fact, still takes up the batteries from the love-locket or whatever other discretely kept & used vibrating portable appendate; to shine a visible light into something that – also to this day – is too high a frequency to detect, appear, succeed at annoying me

but shaking that sweeping brush and looking befuddled at the sheer brilliance, similarly as retarded in demeanour as i stood helpless to resist – has never ceased to make me chuckle when it faintly refracts off something and makes it barely [but hardly noticable] visible for a fraction of a second … right the way through until after three o’clock in the morning

just a matter of opinion but: i think i’d have come up with a better variety of things, sometimes such fun they could even be done more than once; to stay up all night until the light that pours in through the open curtains of the bedroom window. too late to close it now, the [tobacco] is closer at hand and once i chain smoke a couple of these i’m ready to go again

what laser stands for: (without having to look it up on the internet because i have an education) light amplification stimulated emission of radiation

maybe i shouldn’t be too outspoken about the erectile dysfunction. 44% of men go through a period of this at some point in their life. at least it doesn’t cost you anything to overcome, as it does the batteries – constantly having to be replaced and charged up for the lady’s little leisurely lucky luxurious love locket

if the general way you can observe anyone’s general behaviour and attitude toward others, mainly practised in order to come up with “the little things” like “who he was while he glanced around one split second” / “when did you get back to her house you said you were only going for a couple with your work mates,” and (finally) that good old honkytonk favourite …. being jealous of a sexual dream you had involving a person you spend all daay at [work] about five to ten milliseconds go we’re