oversight

May 2

core temperature is high. perspective becoming deep. the comings and goings of ordinary life i yearn to keep. think i feel a desire to go withour sleep. i’ve always got a good excuse or rationalisation where getting deep is involved, but it’s too hot to try and fucking pander, so this time i’ve got none

“go on then, sit on your perch and build your API.”

i’ve lost count how long i’ve been working on my precious API, because i did the thinking section of the design while playing resident evil (PC, 1996) but my thinking started to encroach into editing the save game file with a hex editor and i ruined it by creating a first aid spray that just doesn’t disappear when you use it, so you could just go back to full health again and again

this heat will grab hold of anyone. i’ve always been fascinated with how much everything changes when the outdoor temperature starts to exceed 21 degrees C. everyone is different. even i am different. i know what’s making me, but no willpower to take control and stop it. who am i to deny, and why would i? doesn’t mean they didn’t try. must have failed to vy. reasons they could be hard to come by