westid

as i go back into the enigmatic enchantment that ever endures in my possessed mind, it whispers subliminal messages that my thoughts can’t stop itself from thinking. i dance but my body’s being controlled by surge after surge of the demanding urge. and although it is only a deliciouslly decadent deed of wishful thinking …. my soul resonates with her feminine energy, as the innocence slides away slowly from the look in her eyes

what will you want to wonder when you can’t see, because someone you didn’t think would cross the line and walk inside went in, to be alone with me. just remember it was bound to happen eventually. maybe find out that there’s more about being in here with me, than what it feels like when you were starting to get worried because you couldn’t come up with something that would prevent it. nobody’s going to get the malignant message this time, just feel a bit sorry for the person who sent it

from the beginning … my private company will be about me…. and whoever brings it inside will definitely know that i meant it. and that’s not going to help you either because i’m certain it will stay between. whether you love or hate me, people are providing their own opinions about me and i’m going to be straight with them because once again their eyes are open wide and they have all come to see

i hope every last one of them feels good like they’re geting on really well with me, and let themelves let go of that waste of an idea because now i’m right in front of them and they are intelligent and feel friently enough to clock that it was madness thinking wow we actually believed that shit but that’s completely gone and looks more like whatever next level we’re standing on

somethin a bit chilled out / deep
https://open.spotify.com/track/3Tri1eI37xZGe4mj7obzB2?si=9fee71d4256d42c0

i like the commitment and all that. count me in. tie me down. write me off. lock your legs on. don’t waste ma good tinge of jealousy. can’t really prove if you cheated on me. but i can feel it if i’ve done enough to deserve you lately. let’s get paranoid and have an all weekend lock in… concoct a couple conspiracies, mind fucking in our tin foil hats while we tell each other all of our secrets and hiding places, imagining mental images that get some mental looks on each other’s faces – falling from all kinds of graces

nothing can stop the end or make up for the beginning, but we will meet in the middle

im wish i could have you, but you’re not mine. when i look at you i don’t think you belong to anyone. anyone you might be with should get scared of losing you, because you’re worth so much more. that doesn’t mean your higher standards would have to be me. but i would definitely want you to walk my way definintely. you’ve got it and you know it infinitely. would you want a reason to tidy up if i were gonna look your way? co s i see. i would cook and clean foe you, trust. i know that when we see each other it’s written all over me. if i could consider commmitment and that, let’s get me locked. lovely. you look pretty beautiful when i see you wearing that key

bet the sound of your heart beating would produce a sound that’s all kinds of deep.

i already told you that i’m a creep

but they would always be wondering why you’re not getting any sleep. that’s something you would definitely love to keep …

time to count myself some sheep