westid

don’t come on here reading all my shit just to start slagging me off with some flimsy shit that i straight up announced on here a number of times wasn’t going to be enough anymore

i have nothing to prove. nothing you’ve got any fuckin room to start about. looks like neither one of us are bothered about being absolved for anything we have done. nothing to say in defence of my word and my good name, because i don’t need to. pretty fucking intact in fact… and everyone knows cos it shows, i were never putting on an act

no one can hide from anything or anyone forever. this was just as inevitable for me as it will be for you. nothing new will be revealed, now the line has been broken. the first ones, as they approach. amongst them, personal heroes and legends in their own right … the past falling into dust as they build their own future, would still like me to return in their visions of tomorrow

so what of the liars that lied? that’s for the people who were hurt because they trusted someone outright with minds too innocent to consider a friend could come it opportunist because whatever they say will not be challenged or questioned

so what of the world around? the first expedition revealed many things, people i met, places i went, things that i had not realised were important to me. all i really found difficult was that, for some really shit reasons no one else ever gets slapped with, this is the time where i should be talking second chances because in every other aspect of my life right now that’s what should be happening … but it isn’t

i don’t know; if you are one of the people who don’t like me here’s why (a) you don’t know me but you’ve “heard things” (b) one of your mates doesn’t like me (c) i remind you of something about yourself which makes you uncomfortable but, you’re too weak to change

for a post called “not no more” your chain of thought might be driven to thinking this post is about change, but not so much. i’m not setting out to change anything. nothing you could do will have such an effect that something different will become of what was already there

and now hark; a targeted remark into the dark

for a man, alone in such times, bitter sorrow altough he will know. but when fair regard- some good comes of those for whom a candle stays lit inside his heart, so what then of this darkness? could tear the fucking night sky apart. and that would only be the start. then onwards marked.