my besto paul i go on about him a lot. he used to have hair going all the way down to the floor. he’s still the last visitor i had … to actually visit me and not accomplish some other shit. anyway that was quite a long time ago, and i didn’t know that would be the last time we ever seen one another. when he died i didn’t take it really well but i started growing my hair just like that. yes i know no one likes it but somehow it doesn’t matter to me at all. i was just thinking about it today, when i saw someone with really long hair going … almost all the way down to the floor. i don’t think mine will ever get that long, but i don’t know when i’m going to have it all off. maybe someone will make that decision for me one day, who knows.
my transaction with the world was minimal today. i was in deep and that’s only ever a journey inward so fuck knows what i must have been like on the surface while my presence of mind almost got the bends it was so many fathoms deep. no one ever wants to get deep any more, it’s dreadful. i know deep still happens cos you can’t mistake that look, but it’s not something anyone would have the instinct to go sharing with me – not like it wouldn’t be appreciated, maybe even understood
it’s been quite a few years since i noticed how much changing the clocks back manages to slap you into the autumn, the long nights just came out of nowhere. fallen foliage kicking out the way all the leaves on the ground, and “helicopters” … watch out for them land mines. footsteps and deliberate movement is the way you can walk – how do you live with that and still fuckin got the mojo supreme? i’m confused because a rose in a big batch of thorns, sent to pick up used thorns off the floor in the middle of the night, could have it like that, maybe it’s the contrast with everything else around here that i read before i notice anything else. i have been known to exaggerate but yeowch go on and own that shit
fuck it gonna glide for a bit. see you later. link: https://open.spotify.com/track/6aecByPeeHb0maloJAvbts
fuckin bass: https://open.spotify.com/track/4YZOLiMDBzimz3TNe7znWw
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