when the tidal wave of madness broke, and through the moments of hysteria – i don’t wanna find out if i managed to take something real and replace it with something fake. and how will i even know? i don’t want to. please, have mercy on me. all i can feel is this burning sense of guilt and i don’t know why but it’s making me want to cry like a motherfucker. all seeing eye, cast itself the other way from me. whatever i did i didn’t mean it, don’t abandon me. i keep trying to piece it back together but i’m too stupid and ignorant to remember what came out of me, know what it would cost if i lost the only all seeing unseen eyes watching over me
anything
anything …….. ?
anything!
anyyyythinnnnng???
if i could only have come to you when you told me i wouldn’t have run away
too think i would be in nirvana wherever you decide to put down for me
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